24.3.2016 – Maundy Thursday
Pains are not going away. It is so unbearable that it was difficult to get to the church in the evening. It’s Maundy Thursday so I did not want to be absent. Lord Jesus said to the husband that I got fire of Elijah and that all my sacrifices will be accepted, same as Elijah’s sacrifice was accepted.
25.3.2015 – Good Friday
I did not sleep almost whole night. Valentín was very troubled because he was not able to help me. Even though he kept his hand on my head pain was not going away. He is almost crying. We both are suffering. He proposed me to stay at home, as I was very weak, but I did not want to disappoint Jesus and I went to church. Husband was supporting me all the time and was looking at me with love and was encouraging me. Lord Jesus was very delighted that both of us came. Said: “Barlička be patient.“
26.3.2015 – Holy Saturday
Again, I did not sleep almost whole night. All the time I am not taking any pain killer medicine, so I am very exhausted. I had a big problem to stand up from the bed, but I was very excited to meet Jesus at His Holy Sepulchre and about the surprise He promised to us. Husband said that he will ask Lord Jesus to do a miracle and heal me, but everything turned to be different. When we came to the Holy Sepulchre and Valentín started to beg for my healing, Jesus disappeared, and he did not even see the Eucharist. Lord Jesus left him for longer time and as he told me it took approximately 20 minutes.
Then Lord appeared to him again and said: „There will be no miracle! Take Barlička to the emergency room because she needs medicine urgently. Do not be afraid. I will heal her.” In the emergency doctor gave me injection as she was afraid that I collapse and sent us to skin department. But skin department was not open and in another hospital in the city it was completely cancelled. Totally exhausted we came back home. We were both so exhausted and mentally broke that we started to cry. We cried about the progress of the disease and that I have no drugs and about that we even started to cry, and we fell. In the evening I was really not able to go to the Holy Mass. I was blaming myself that I am not going and that I disappointed Jesus and that he is sad about me…
Lord Jesus said to Valentín: “Tell Barlička that I am not angry at her. Tell her that I am not disappointed that she is not at the Holy Mass. She wouldn´t be able to stand it.“
Valentín said to the Lord: „Jesus, I am very confused, because You were giving us contradictory advices and you left me. Jesus, why?
Lord Jesus explained: „This was intentional so that two of you feel like I feel. Left alone, deceived, betrayed and therefore left you.“
Valentín asked as well about the great surprise that was promised to us. Answer was: „The surprise that I prepared it was this great suffering, that you were bearing with me. Do not be sad that you fell. No one would stand that. As steel is hardened in fire, I am hardening my faithful ones with cross. I admit, I went too far.”
27.3.2016
We needed to go again to emergency as I did not have drugs and my health status was worsening every day. Finally, I got the medicine. Doctor said that I got severe herpes, but she could not understand why I have a heart pain along that.
29.3.2016
Lord Jesus told me through my husband: „Barlička, be happy of all that happened to you because it is for the praise and glory of God.”
Valentín still suffered because he cannot help me and felt very alone. Lord Jesus was comforting him: „I never left you. I was with you even when you did not feel my presence. In critical situation I would act.“
Valentín had one more experience. In church there was huge man sitting in front of him therefore he did not see the priest. But during the consecration he found out that he sees priest on the side. He leaned to the side and saw that the priest is at the side and as well there where he is supposed to be. I could not understand it. Lord Jesus added: “You will see things that are hidden for the others.”
30.3.2016
I still feel pain, so I am suffering as well as my husband. Pain of my heart is so great that I cannot even describe it. Valentín asked Jesus: „My Lord, what will happen with Barlička’s heart?” Jesus said: “I hold her heart in my hands.”
31.3.2016
Today one priest sent an email to Valentín. In the town where he is are problems and asks for help from our Lord. People are committing suicides there, even Christians, and he does not know what to do with it.
