16.2.2017
Today Valentín asked Lord Jesus for forgiveness as he feels sadness that nothing is happening.
Jesus said: “Valentín, I want to teach you humility and patience, greatest virtues. That can only be done in battle. Therefore, I let this little period of darkness upon you when nothing is going well and when nothing will be happening. This will last some time, until you will fully trust me. Then sun will rise, and new day will come.”
21.2.2017
I had a dream again. I was pregnant but I was hiding it because they were forcing me to abortion. Another woman was hiding with me, and she said: “They are forcing me to kill my child.” I told her: “Do not listen to them, we must save our children.”
Lord Jesus said: “Barlička, your dream was about great sin. Marrieds, fiancés, men, doctors, friends, even own families forcing women to abortion. As well you, Barlička, went through this. Doctor and colleagues were urging you to kill your baby, but you did not listen. Due to misapprehension of your superior you continued to work as pregnant with radiation, even you were exposed with high dose of radiation when cobalt irradiator got stuck and your colleague who was old run away and let you pregnant stand next to patient. Your calling at her that you are expecting baby went in vain. Doctor was trying to persuade you that your fetus is damaged and that you will give birth to ugly monster. You have been exposed to this great test. Why had I allowed for this? Barlička, I allowed this because I wanted to test you how you will act in such difficult situation. But you did very well, when you said: “Even if my baby is damaged, I will give it a birth and I will love it.” Because you made right decision you did receive big graces and you born healthy son.”
22.2.2017
In a dream following was shown to me: I was walking through the square and saw that there are many people in city center. There were some big celebrations. People from various social classes were there. Poor, middle class, rich people and even the richest. I was young and as I was walking, suddenly a young man caught up with me, he was nicely dressed and good looking and whispered to me: “Come to us for party and put on shorts. Dress in sportswear.” It disturbed me very much therefore I went from center to a side street to avoid the crowd and all the lustful gaze of some of men. But in that street again former classmate met me and was inviting me to some party too. I turned back and came back to the center. There was a friend of mine who is entrepreneur, and she was as well with her friends inviting me to a party. And I saw as well that all the poor who are in the city are celebrating something and are having fun. I wanted to leave the city, because I did not like it at all, but suddenly a 45-year-old woman, one from the richest, grabbed me. She was wearing fur coat from the most precious animals and beautiful dress. Her whole outfit was luxurious, and she was as well decorated with jewelry. She smiled at me and said: “Where do you rush, come to us for party and put on nice dress.” I felt that even I do not like it and it is against my will, I cannot say no and insult that lady and have to go there at least for a while. I came into beautiful room where everything was ready. Room was still empty, only one young girl was sitting there and crying. Girl told me: “You as well do not want to be here? I do not want but my mother is forcing me. She says that I have to come here. Then this room started to fill up with the richest people. When one older man saw me, introduced me to another older man, most important one. When this man saw me, he looked at me lustfully. Among those guests I saw some people that I know belong to the richest class. Many young men with perfect etiquette were there, they were very gallant to me, but all of them were looking at me lustfully and their intentions were immoral. As well all other guests, young and old, were looking at each other with unclean intentions, which was emphasized with the music that played there. I realized that I need to escape from this sinful environment, but in a way that I do not insult anyone. I stood up and apologized that I have to leave because I have little child at home, and I need to feed it. Everyone started to persuade me to stay, that I have a husband who can take care of the child. But I was saying that I have to go because I have three children. They said that I should go but then should return. I stood up from the table when a young man caught my hand, smiled at me and said: “I will accompany you.” “No, it is not necessary”, I said. As I stood up one of my shoes took off and I noticed that despite nice dress I was wearing old socks and old shoes. When I walked out of the building, I felt great relief and joy that I am not anymore in that terrible place.
Jesus explained my dream: “Barlička you saw shine and misery of rich people, who let themselves be tempted by this world. You saw highway of satan that I was talking about to your husband. That young girl you met there still had conscience. She saw that road leading nowhere. And as well your old shoes meant that you do not belong to them. You have only been visitor there to see the misery of this world.”
27.2.2017
Today I had as well peculiar dream. I was at my current age. I was walking for the Holy Communion when 3-year-old, very little boy approached me and hold my hand. We were walking together, and I felt that we belong together. I felt great love towards him, and he felt the same towards me. I thought myself that it might be aborted boy.
Jesus said: “It was not aborted child. It was one of abused and unwanted children. His name was Joey. He came to you Barlička because his biological mother never brought him to me. That boy died.”
3.3.2017
Today microwave oven that I bought online was delivered to me. I was very much looking forward to it as it is really good, has good functionalities and as well color as I wished. I was very surprised when I found out that the door is damaged. It is functional but the damage is visible. I was thinking about filing a claim but then I got inner prompting that this was for some reason Gods intention.
Jesus said: “Imperfect human wants perfect things. It is not important that things are perfect, but it is important that you must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.”
