24.1.2018
Viktorka started to tell me what she experienced during the night in her room. She said: “Grandma, during the night Jesus crucified on the cross started to approach me from the door. He had crown of thorns on his head and nails on his hands and feet. Blood was on all of his body. Nails were huge and around his arms he had wrapped ropes (she showed beneath elbows) and around his knees thick chain was wrapped. His knees were hurting, and he was crying bloody tears all the time. Jesus on the cross came to my bed and told me that he suffered so much because of sins of people. Cross was very big and Jesus as well was very big. Virgin Mary was standing next to the cross and cried very much. She was dressed in black. Her heart was pierced with 8 swords. I asked her, grandma, why she is having 8 swords and not seven and she said that it is 8 great wounds of Lord Jesus, 2 times knees, 2 times pierced hands, 2 times pierced feet, pierced Heart and shoulder. Jesus told me that wounds on his knees were caused when cross crushed him. I felt very sorry for Jesus, therefore I caressed him and kissed him. And grandma, do you know what came to my mind then?” I asked: “What?” And she said: “That I will take the nails out and put down the chain, so nothing is hurting him anymore.” I asked: “And did you manage?” She said: “Yes. And when I did it, cross disappeared, and Jesus was next to me above the carpet. Then he disappeared as well. But before that he smiled at me.”
25.1.2018
In my dream I saw a hand that was listing through a book.
Jesus said: “Barlička, that was hand of Lord, that wanted to emphasize how important is the book that you are writing. That book is completion of my work. It will cause spreading into the whole world.” With Lord Jesus came saint Paul as well. He said: “I greet you apostles of these times. I bless you and your steps, so that you may convert and bring to true faith the most people. I will accompany you on your journeys.”
26.1.2018
From Viktorka I learned further interesting things. She told me: “Grandma, Virgin Mary told me that in heavenly kingdom are beautiful colorful palaces. I told her that I do not want a palace, that I want to run around through the whole heaven, and she just smiled and was telling me that when I run out from a palace I can run through the whole heavenly kingdom, through all beautiful meadows, all beautiful places and roads. Grandma, do you know that there was a white dove on your chest of drawers and a white kitten on the table? Both were looking kindly at me.” She was silent for a moment and then continued: “And you know what, grandma, Virgin Mary told me, that on every meadow there are different flowers growing and that there are little ladybugs running on the roses, but are not the same as on earth, but are colorful… blue, white, yellow, pink, red, green…all kinds of colors. Peacocks there are as well much nicer and horses do not have horseshoes because they do not need them. Virgin Mary told me that heavenly kingdom is full of palaces and meadows and everything there is perfect. Grandma, I do not like it at all here on earth, I would love to go already to heavenly kingdom.”
27.1.2018
Younger daughter Anička called me today, whether I can help her out. I was very tired because I had tough week behind me, so I said to myself: “God is at first place for me. First I will write what I am supposed to write into the book and then I will see how I feel.”
In the evening Holy Mass Lord Jesus left me message through Valentín: “Barlička, I desire mercy, and not sacrifice.” Lord Jesus was serious while saying it. When husband told this to me, I cryingly started to do what daughter asked me to do and I asked God for forgiveness. It was already late night, but I managed. When I prayed during the night, I cried all the time, that I hurt Jesus and I could not calm myself. I felt so unworthy. When I fell asleep, I saw beautiful young hand as it is caressing someone’s head. I woke up in that moment.
28.1.2018
Jesus said: “Barlička, you are my beloved daughter. Same as you are warning your beloved daughters, because you love them, I warned you. I know that God is at first place for you and I as well know that you were tired, but every time someone asks for help, do not care about yourself. When you show mercy to someone, you are doing that to me. You are putting me at first place with this. Remember, mercy is more in Gods eyes than sacrifice. Barlička, every time when you will be tired, or you will have difficult day, task or problem in front of you, pray like this: Jesus, into your hands I put my problem, my whole day, take care of it. May your will happen, I will accept it with love. Jesus, I trust in you!!! Hand that you saw was God’s hand. That was me caressing you. Cry no more.”
30.1.2018
I was asking my beloved Valentín about what he is speaking with Jesus, besides what I already know. He told me: “I constantly ask for blessing for all members of the Society, or children and grandchildren. I am asking for mercies for those who were asking me for that, for our family and adoptive children. I thank him for hearing the prayers, for everything that God is giving them, as well for unpleasant things and I constantly tell him how much I love Him.” Today I felt in me intensive fragrance of flowers. It reminded me strong fragrance of peonies. Jesus said: “You know Barlička, that Catherine of Siena is always with you. Today you smell her.”
