29.3.2019
In my dream I found myself on horrible, very depressing place. It was foggy everywhere, empty, excrements everywhere and unbearable stink. Then I saw a man emerging from the fog who was screaming terribly because of this horror. He was tearing his hair, scratching all over his face and overall experiencing terrible desperation. He did not know where to step as everywhere it was dirty. It was urging him to vomit because everywhere was this filth and stink. He finally found a place where he could stand but just exactly enough space for his two legs. He was screaming so much that I could not listen to that. It was horrible. Lord Jesus said: “Barlička, you saw a soul in excrements. You saw milder part of hell where souls of those are, who lived their life in impurity and now are living their whole eternal life in impurity.”
1.4.2019
When I wanted to know whether there is same time logic in heaven as on earth Jesus explained it: “It is relative. Time in eternity is the same, but it is perceived differently by soul in purgatory where it is suffering very much and cannot wait to be freed from it, and it is differently perceived by soul in hell where pains and sufferings are so cruel that time for soul is dragging, and differently it is perceived by souls in heaven where they have life without worries, Souls in heaven are not dealing with or perceiving time at all, they are in eternity where they are unspeakably happy and satisfied. Time in purgatory and hell goes by degree of suffering.”
2.4.2019
In a dream I found myself in a large shopping mall. There were many people, and everyone was looking for something. Then I heard a voice warning me that they are closing soon and those who will stay there are ones who know that orgy will start. I saw that metal blinds are already going down and the voice called: “Run away! If you stay and are not willing to do what they want, they will kill you.” I started to run and as I was running, I saw how some of people are so eager that they are already getting naked and are doing various obscenities. They behaved like animals. Among them I saw a man that I know well and is considered among believers as very religious, but the voice told me that he is the worst of all of them. I saw how he is walking naked among young girls and women and is looking for one to do those filthy things with her. It as well had been told to me about him, that he will kill everyone who disagrees with him. As I was running, I saw terrible sins people were indulging and I recognized many of those people. Gate was almost down and in last moment I grabbed little, approximately 7 years old shaking girl on which a pedophile was already lustfully staring, and we managed to crawl out. Gate was closed and I exhaled that I managed to escape and save that little child. But I continued to run because the voice told me that the important ones noticed that I escaped and because I was witness of that disgust, they sent someone to kill me. I was running very fast but very fast was as well woman – devil who chased me with very evil, malicious gaze. Ste stopped for a moment at some man – devil and told him that he must help her to catch me because I saw things I was not supposed to see, and that she will not manage it alone. As I was running, I found out that I don’t have the girl, that I lost it. I started to cry and then I woke up. Jesus explained my dream: “Shopping mall means usual life of people and a way how they are manifest themselves in their life. Closed blinds means that you, Barlička, saw their other face, who they really are, and many of them you recognized. It was shown to you how sinful they are, what are their desires and actions. The man, about whom voice told you that he kills everyone who disagrees with him, is man who causes to his opponents that do not agree with to end up bad. He is very revengeful, and you saw his other sins as well. Woman who chased you is really devil who is chasing you. She wants to drag you into sins and to kill your soul. From now on she will do wrong to you, tempting you, but she will not be successful therefore she will be calling other devils for help. Be careful, Barlička. Girl you lost was one of the children that was not spared from such people. Voice you heard was voice of your guardian angel who is with you all the time.”
3.4.2019
During the night I found myself in the house of my grandmother. There were several people I did not know but I felt that they are of my kin. We all were preparing for some large pilgrimage. Suddenly, a saint woman appeared in front of us and said that she will be now for longer time on earth, but she needs to be taken care of. She was approximately 50 – 55 years old and she was plainly dressed in grey dress. On her head she had black scarf in a way as nuns are wearing, but she was not one. She was looking at us and said that she will stay with person who will take best care of her. As soon as she said that I and another two women whose faces were blurred, we ran to her, but I wanted to have her just for me, therefore I hugged her and asked: “Whom I need to ask to get you?” She smiled and said: “Well, me.” Then both of us started to laugh. She caressed me and said: “I will stay with you, and I will as well go with you to the pilgrimage you are preparing for.” She again started to laugh joyfully, and I noticed that she has large metal hoop in her mouth around teeth. Jesus said: “Saint Bridget of Sweden joined you; she will accompany you during pilgrimage to Italy. Barlička, those another two women who wanted to take care of her as well were women from your kinship who were during their life praying prayers that Bridget of Sweden received from God. Metal hoop means that this saint woman was firm in her faith, and she did not accept any compromise. Although she was aristocratic, she dressed unconventional. She was simple woman.”
